The Reluctant "-agogue:" Politics and
Power Relations in the Classroom
by Matthew
McGowan
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Why do we even need
people like professors at all? Why can't students just collectively
and cooperatively learn from one another?
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| Introduction I |
Whenever anyone, be they a relative, friend,
or just an acquaintance, either jokingly or simply unknowingly refers
to me, a graduate student Teaching Assistant, as a "professor"
or "doctor," I'm quick to correct them. "Oh, no, no,"
I protest, "I'm not a professor or a doctor, yet," sometimes,
depending on my confidence level that day, with an emphasis on the
"yet." "I'm just an 'Instructor,'" I inform them.
And even if I were magically handed a Ph.D. tomorrow (along with all
the knowledge of a particular field or period, genre, author, etc.,
one presumably has by the time this paperwork goes through), I don't
know that I'd be able to accept the leap from one who instructs to
one who professes (just yet). I still have too many questions, concerns
and problems to iron out in my pedagogical philosophy and practice.
The composition of this essay has proven to be a valuable part of
this (still incomplete) ironing-out process for me, however. Following
are some of the results of my thinking about this process. |
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| Introduction II |
Back when I was an undergraduate--at the very same
state university I'm now attending graduate school--I was fairly good
friends with a young man named Kevin. If I were to put Kevin into
a category at this stage in his life, I would say that he was part
of the hardcore punk rock scene, a subculture that has a fairly distinct
set of mores that are never far from anything a punk rocker does during
his or her day. Kevin was a strict vegan, vehemently against animal
testing, and an anarchist. He was in a band called Iconoclast, which
had a great T-shirt with what looked like a Renaissance illustration
of a demon on the front and printed on the back the text, "You
Are What You Despise."
In the cafeteria one day, Kevin, fresh from a class in philosophy
(his major), was engaged in a discussion with a group of friends of
ours questioning the value or even the necessity of a "traditional"
university education. One of Kevin's questions or rather challenges
to the group was, essentially, why do we even need people like professors
at all? Why can't students just collectively and cooperatively learn
from one another? And while I can think of a number of arguments in
a refutatory reply to such a challenge now, I couldn't really articulate
many at the time. Kevin's questions, Kevin's concerns, have stuck
with me since that day. |
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A series of doubts
"Was I suddenly going to become
The Man?! Like Iconoclast's T-shirt said, was I becoming or was
I already that which I despise?"
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Something Kevin's questions and my later studies in and on higher
education have very much brought to mind for me are troubling considerations
about who has access to knowledge and its dissemination and the
power dynamics involved in that arrangement. In her "Hearing
Other Voices: A Critical Assessment of Popular Views on Literacy
and Work," Glynda Hull contends that: "The popular discourse
of workplace literacy sets up a we/they dichotomy" (669) and
a serious power differential that stands in the way of creating
"structures for participation in education and work that are
equitable and democratic" (661). I feel and fear that such
a contention applies not only to the workplace literacy programs
Hull discusses, but, on a fundamental level, to entities like the
"Expository Writing I" class I taught for the first time
this last semester, as well as, broadly speaking, to any other course
I could think of at a university.
As my first "real"/"official" teaching experience
approached at the beginning of this past autumn, the part of me
that aims at being a socially-conscious political activist worried
a great deal about these issues. I suddenly found myself in the
position of potentially becoming a "we" to "my"(!)
students' "they." I was making a symbolic move "to
the other side of the desk," a phrase I'd often used to tease
friends who had recently become teachers in some capacity/arena,
and in many of whom I'd noticed a marked change in their power-relations
to those people known as students, as well as (though to a significantly
lesser degree, certainly) to people who weren't even "their
students." Becoming a teacher had transformed them, and not
entirely for the better, and that bothered me. Would the same happen
to me? Was I suddenly going to become The Man?! Like Iconoclast's
T-shirt said, was I becoming or was I already that which I despise?
On a different tack, though also thanks to my activist self, I was
worried about pushing or foisting my own, strong, personal political
beliefs (ones that had more than once rolled the eyes of and turned
off family, friends and acquaintances, subsequently causing them
to tune out) onto the students in the class I was teaching
or
instructing, or whatever. I imagined I would have to find some sort
of balance between a wise objectivity and an Inspired Teacher passion
in the classroom, though I was and remain not entirely sure exactly
what that balance was or is and how to achieve and maintain it--especially
since September 11 and the "war" that has grown out of
those events.
If I started clearly and frequently asserting my political beliefs
in the classroom, would I (and I say this in the spirit of the somewhat
rhetorical--or, perhaps I should say, melodramatic--ending of the
previous paragraph) start sliding down a slippery slope that would
take me from being one who practiced pedagogy, to being a pedagogue,
to being an ideologue, which is a step right before becoming a demagogue?
Reading Ellen Cushman's "The Rhetorician as an Agent of Social
Change" this same, past semester taught me--despite what I
see as the potential for paralysis and uninforming silence such
pauses can create in classroom discussion and in education at large--that
it is indeed probably best that I tread carefully when bringing
my politics to the classroom, that I reexamine many of my Left-liberal
assumptions before acting on them as an Instructor. The distinctions
Cushman makes between teaching as an act
of altruism and teaching as
an act of reciprocity are important ones when thinking
about power dynamics and empowerment in a pedagogical setting, as
are her warnings about things like "emancipatory pedagogy,"
something that I now think I previously subscribed to in a somewhat
uncritical fashion.
Simply put, I was going to have to learn, and I am still learning,
to bite my tongue in certain instances in the classroom, though
I didn't and don't want to bite so hard that I've nothing left to
speak with--for surely that's good for neither instructor nor student.
That's why I've found a reading like Martha Nussbaum's "Women
and Cultural Universals"--which advocates the position that
certain, minimum standards should go along with cultural and political
sensitivity to other individuals and groups--to be so valuable.
The students in the class I taught didn't see it this way, though.
Their reaction to the Nussbaum reading was largely negative, some
even claiming that they "hated it." One male student,
Nate, went so far as to say, mostly matter-of-factly but a little
impatiently, "Well, it's okay for gir
"; he then
somewhat self-consciously caught himself, continuing, "I mean,
it's okay for women, I guess, but I don't really see how it applies
to someone like me." Although this may have been a bad time
to try to reverse the trend, at this moment I suddenly found myself
recognizing and seriously regretting the fact that, throughout the
entire semester (Nussbaum's was the last reading I had them do before
the end of the term), I had hardly ever called on students; I had
almost always asked for volunteers to respond to any question I
put to them in class discussion and, if I didn't get any volunteers,
which happened much more often than I both wanted and anticipated,
I would simply move on.
Taken aback (possibly visibly) by this comment (would all the other
students in the class simply let this stand, even the women?), I
practiced my to-date preferred tongue-biting-but-still-suggestive
approach: I turned to the rest of the class and asked, "Does
anyone else have a response to this? Either to the reading or to
Nate's take on it? Anyone?" No reply came. After a pause, I
asked, with what I suspect was a tone of disbelief in my voice,
"Do any of the women in the class have any response?"
Eventually, a response (from a woman) came, but it was the only
one volunteered, and still I didn't call on anyone, again, to my
regret; to my fault, really. I now feel as though a lot of opportunities
for learning on both sides of the desk were missed by this lack
of potentially invigorating discussion. I recognize, of course (because
I've been a participant in this phenomenon from the student side
of the desk), that I could have called on students all the time
in class and still gotten very few responses, but I do still feel
that I should have created more of a learning environment in which
more discussion could have happened.
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| "When
was I going to get to profess my feelings about the world of ideas,
literature and writing to a group of people, helping them to see all
the wonderful--and terrible--things I see and have seen?" |
When I was first told that the Expository Writing I course I would
be teaching was not at all a lecture format class, but was instead
largely a guided group activity and peer review environment, I was
a bit put off and disappointed. (When was I going to get to profess
my feelings about the world of ideas, literature and writing to
a group of people, helping them to see all the wonderful--and terrible--things
I see and have seen?) Shortly thereafter, however, my disappointment
turned to relief. Again, thoughts like "Who am I to try to
make these people be interested in this stuff?" came to mind.
For that matter, could I really (yet?) formulate a coherent response
to (i.e. a refutation or at least a defense against) a piece of
writing like Mitchell Stephens' "Thinking 'Above the Stream':
New Philosophies"?
Also most present at the beginning of my first "teaching"
experience was the unexpected problem of speaking about the things
I'd read to a group of people in a rather different fashion than
I was accustomed to. I was reminded of the fact that good students
(a group which, having achieved what I believe I have so far in
the realm of academics, I consider myself a part of) don't always
make good teachers--most good students accomplish what they do by
being good listeners. David Bartholomae, in his "Inventing
the University," notes (via Linda Flower) that "the difficulty
inexperienced writers have with writing can be understood as a difficulty
in negotiating the transition between writer-based and reader-based
prose" (514). I would twist this statement to say that the
difficulty some inexperienced teachers have with teaching can be
understood as a difficulty in negotiating the transition between
peer- and teacher-aimed thinking and talking about writing to student-aimed
thinking and talking about writing. Both "pedagogue" and
"demagogue" share the Greek root agogos, a word
that refers to leaders and leading. A rather interested and engaged
student for close to twenty-five years now, and for many of those
years imagining myself becoming a teacher one day, I found myself
finally presented with the opportunity to teach (or instruct) and
not quite prepared to shift roles. Or, to put these feelings another
way: most people have done plenty of running, sitting and breathing
by the time they reach adulthood, but activities like running a
race and practicing zazen prove to be surprisingly difficult.
The questions that next come to me are a) How defined are all these
roles and categories anyway? b) How valuable and valid are they
today? and c) How defined is the field these questions are related
to today, anyway? Starting with the last question first--While Bartholomae
notes: "I think that all writers, in order to write, must imagine
for themselves the privilege of being 'insiders'--that is, of being
both inside an established and powerful discourse, and of being
granted the right to speak" (516), Joseph Harris, in his "The
Idea of Community in the Study of Writing," reminds his readers,
I think correctly, that "the borders of most discourses are
hazily marked and often traveled, and that the communities they
define are thus often indistinct and overlapping" (266). This
is a difficult position to ask students entering a university to
take on and/or take in. Harris (largely in response to Bartholomae's
discussion of students' navigation of the university's various discourses)
offers an at least partial solution:
Rather than framing our work in terms of helping students move
from one community of discourse into another, then, it might prove
more useful (and accurate) to view our task as adding to or complicating
their uses of language.
I am not proposing such addition as a neutral or value-free pedagogy.
Rather, I would expect and hope for a kind of useful dissonance
as students are confronted with ways of talking about the world
with which they are not yet wholly familiar. What I am arguing against,
though, is the notion that our students should necessarily be working
towards the mastery of some particular, well-defined sort of discourse.
It seems to me that they might better be encouraged towards a kind
of polyphony--an awareness of and pleasure in the various competing
discourses that make up their own [266].
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| "I
find myself--a first-time teacher whose classroom jokes have proven
to be largely dated and/or too particular and therefore unfunny to
my students-- thinking somewhat ageist thoughts ('This Columbine generation
scares me!'), not liking (or perhaps not understanding!) their music,
. . . and not knowing how to 'get through to them.'" |
This sounds like a great approach to me, however, once again, I
find myself bedeviled (perhaps by Kevin's T-shirt) with questions
and concerns. I'm troubled--to paint with even broader strokes for
a minute--by things like (restricting my observations to the U.S.)--since
my days as an undergraduate--the rise and growing influence of all
sorts of political conservatism and religious fundamentalism and
the popularity of television like The Man Show and professional
wrestling. Though I'll also say that when I was first exposed to
concepts like postmodernism as an undergraduate I was as confused
and conflicted as I was excited--like I needed to become any more
of a self-conscious second-guesser. The point I'm trying to get
at is this: perhaps the American populace (remember, I'm still using
my broad brush here) simply doesn't want or can't take all the complexification
that concepts like postmodernism, multicultural diversity and polyphony
ask for, and perhaps that's why "we" see such a resistance
to such diversity (or, perhaps we could say more pointedly, to political
correctness) and a desire to return to perceived simpler, more "traditional"
or "conservative" positions on or in contemporary life
by many groups of people today. For with too much multivocality,
"these people" (at least) may say, lies the danger of
Babel.
Having reached this point in my argument, I find myself--a first-time
teacher whose classroom jokes have proven to be largely dated and/or
too particular and therefore unfunny to my students (none of them
over twenty, I don't think), thinking about these students somewhat
ageist thoughts ("This Columbine generation scares me!"),
not liking (or perhaps not understanding!) their music (this new
generation of cock rock and wildly sexist and materialist rap),
and not knowing how to "get through to them" (even with
seemingly unavoidable news reports about the plight of Afghani women
virtually none of them really seemed to care about anything Nussbaum
had to say)--bemoaning the dumbing-down of a generation, of America
itself. Harris, fortunately, has what I feel is a reorienting response
to this, as well:
There has been much debate in recent years over whether we need,
above all, to respect our students' "right to their own language,"
or to teach them the ways and forms of "academic discourse."
Both sides of this argument, in the end, rest their cases on the
same suspect generalization: that we and our students belong to
different and fairly distinct communities of discourse, that we
have "our" "academic" discourse and they have
"their own" "common" (?!) ones. The choice is
one between opposing fictions. The "languages" that our
students bring to us cannot but have been shaped, at least in part,
by their experiences in school, and thus must, in some ways, already
be "academic." Similarly, our teaching will and should
always be affected by a host of beliefs and values that we hold
regardless of our roles as academics [268].
This makes sense, too. After all, like very probably most of the
people that I'm sharing this classroom with, I was born and bred
(in a middle class family) in the same state many of these students
are from, and was a former undergrad from the same university, and
our ages are not that different (just a decade)! Perhaps this is
the danger Kevin was warning us about in the cafeteria that day
(with his call for no more teachers)--the danger of differentiations
in power, however perceived or meager, driving wedges (perhaps even
imperceptibly at times) in between people and stagnating communities,
impeding communication and learning.
Perhaps another way of explaining or approaching an understanding
of what I now think was a fairly lackluster first semester of teaching
for me and a fairly lackluster first semester of university English
the students in my(!) class is by way of recognizing that we were
all trying to do our work when a particularly horrendous moment
in peoples' lives and in world history occurred within the first
couple of weeks of the semester--the attacks of September 11. My
conflicted and confused brain was ready to either melt inside or
jump out of my Left-liberal skull on any given day in the weeks
after that Tuesday. (And I thought November of 2000, when George
W. Bush stole the Presidential election of the United States, was
the most upset and frustrated I would feel for a long time.) Concentrating
on anything was unbelievably difficult. And, even given all that
I do share with my students, I have a hard time really imagining
what it was like being a first year student at college under these
circumstances. Perhaps these students couldn't take Martha Nussbaum
seriously because, like me, the news had filled them up and worn
them out--it was almost impossible to care about most things.
In retrospect I think that this, the events of September 11 and
their repercussions, is also part of the reason why I didn't "push"
students more in class this past semester, because I didn't know
if I, let alone if they, could manage any sort of heated debate
in class. Though, as Lynch's, George's and Cooper's "Moments
of Argument: Agonistic Inquiry and Confrontational Cooperation,"
has reminded me, "bringing conflicts into the classroom does
not necessarily mean turning the classroom into a site of conflict"
(409). My task and my challenge now is to find a strategy for maintaining
this tricky balance, just as I must find the balance of biting my
tongue just enough so as to not shut down and/or turn off students,
and the balance of imposing myself on my students just enough so
that they learn and help each other and me to learn, but not so
much that I end up abusing the position of power (however meager)
I currently hold.
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| Conclusion: Institutionalization |
This brings me to a point that's been in the back of my mind from
the time I first started considering what my pedagogical approach
to Expository Writing I was going to be, right up until the composition
of this essay, which, like just sitting and breathing, takes some
time to come to terms with, I think. The point is this: I have chosen,
like the students in the class I instructed (and will instruct;
and perhaps someday will even "profess") have chosen (to
whatever degree), to get an education from an academic institution.
And, if I am going to be effective or successful in the things that
I knew were a part of that institutional system when I "signed
up"--e.g. getting good grades, being a good teacher to a classroom
full of students, etc.; overall being a "good" and "responsible"
graduate student--then I have to both rely on and utilize the system
I am a part of to at least some degree and for the time being.
Given all I have invested in my education and, now, in the education
of others, I can't quite recommend Kevin's (utopian?) anarchistic
vision of a world without professors at this time--for now, at least,
it's largely impractical and would likely prove to be something
like counterproductive. And if postmodernism has cursed me with
an even greater potential for self-conscious doubt (and if this
hasn't been a scourge on the Left in America since September 11
then it never has been) and even schizophrenia, it has also let
me know about the possibilities of complicitous critique. That is,
a mode of criticism--as Linda Hutcheon has configured it--"bound
up
with its own complicity with power and domination, one that
acknowledges that it cannot escape implication in that which it
nevertheless still wants to analyze and maybe even undermine"
(4). And "[t]he ambiguities of this kind of position,"
Hutcheon continues, "are translated both into the content and
the form of postmodern art, which at once purveys and challenges
ideology--but always self-consciously" (4).
So while I consider my pedagogical practice far from an art, let
alone a postmodern one, this sounds to me like a good provisional
position to take--one I can adopt for now, that is until someone
like Kevin can convince me that I, The Teacher
or The Instructor,
or whatever
am no longer needed. I don't really know if or
rather that I am what I despise now that I've moved to the other
side of the desk, but I think that has more to do with the fact
that I've given up on despising, if I ever really believed in it
in the first place. Perhaps that giving up is the only way out of
falling prey to Iconoclast's claim.
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Ede, ed. Bedford/St. Martins. Boston, Massachusetts, 1999.
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